I can’t vent anywhere else, sorry.

MY STOMACH IS COMPLETELY IN KNOTS. I CAN BARELY BREATHE.

I don’t like to complain much on social media about how I don’t have a job yet because I feel like a failure already, but whatever. I just e-mail the two most recent people I’ve interviewed with asking if they’ve made decisions yet (this is the worst e-mail you can get a reply to because it usualy says yes we have and you’re not getting the job) so now every time I get an e-mail I think it’s them rejecting me. ALSO MY PREVIOUS INTERNSHIP JUST E-MAILED SAYING THEY ARE LOOKING FOR A FREELANCER AND IF I DONT GET AN INTERVIEW/THE JOB I WILL LEGIT CRUMBLE UP AND HIDE FOREVER. But now I have to wait for someone to e-mail me back and ask me if I want to come in for an interview which is so nerve racking. 

SEND ME GOOD VIBES PEOPLE.

I’m on the train home from my first steady freelance gig copy writing for Ideeli. Ill be there for the next two weeks on and off. I didn’t even get to take an outfit picture, what company doesn’t have full length mirrors. Get your priorities straight.